Dead Thoughts

alone and diseased

distant from your touch

aloof from the pain

soaring through darkness

riding on my misery

trembling at your illusion

morose and dead

your voice kills me

blood on my trail

stains on the veil

galloping across devil's lair

humanity ceases to exist

kill me ..you've done it before

fill me ..the poison you wore

a life for a cunt

a demise for a blunt

sicken me with your lips

destroy me with your eyes

hold me as i fall

kill me as i die

INANIMATE AFFAIRS & A DOUBT

A leaf between the pages,

A path through the hedges,

A time between exchanges,

A stare into some images,

Where do you belong?



A satire on remorse,

A product to endorse,

Thoughts which antrorse,

A reason to indorse,

Where do you belong?



A tribute to silence,

A crave for an audience,

A retributive decadence,

Glorification of imprudence,

Where do you belong?



A step towards amnesty,

A deviation from modesty,

Rendezvous with honesty,

Decisions that are hasty,

Where do you belong?



You played with a dream,

Making it almost gleam.

Words were there to redeem,

But I sat beside a stream.

Where do we belong?

A Crossword of Dreams

a crossword of dreams

never to fulfill

diary turns its pages

leaving sins of the past

untold and unheard

life sets on again

hopes to look upon

memories drain down the line

washing away innocence and love

deja vu turns reality

a nightmare i wish to forget

fragments of my soul

wish to be complete

seeking joy

an abstract illusion

a touch to feel

a word to kill

travelling along

footsteps to accompany

a crossword of dreams

never to fulfill

Decision of Death

was it for the appearance?
was it for the fusion?
it was the groove
the vibrance
the habit
this is what my life bargains for
a comprehended step
a highway to devil's snare
controlling my fears
beholding the reality
no more can i think
its only the need i believe
dependency urged in
lack of nearness prevailed
cry of the devil seized my mind
i was no more at my life's wait
i gave in
living death has been my defiance
lured into death
decision sustained

Sweet Demise

i'm tired of letting you go

giving up on whatever's happening around me

letting my heart overrule once more

knowing that i'm gonna drown again

knowing that i wont breathe to see you again

my heart's gone

soulless i live

we didn't need to do it again

but we did

and life turned the tables once more

embracing your memories

feeling you deep within

living everyday for hope

dying every night for more

wasting myself is no more a habit

seeing you drift away

crying out for help

tearing myself apart

just wish to be loved

only by you...forever

all lies are visible

your intentions are deceptive

yet i want to lie at your comfort

yet i want to die at your sight

once more the nights haunt me

sleepless and lonely

hurt and broken

knowing my fate

knowing your desire

consoling myself

for my sweet demise

Soliciting Departure

its just another night
I remember you
like you were never gone
you are still here
with wings of an angel
come take me away
fly with me
i am not meant to live
without you,
i lost my belief
hustling has become a habit
a drug that killed my kid
there's no cure for me
i must cease to exist
lust killed me
lust shattered me
as i look at the harlot beside
i come to think of it
there's nothing i can remember
its only u,my bright star
you can guide me to paradise
smoke fills up the atmosphere
as i lay down
blood drains away from inside
i look into the mirror
i am a monster it seems
no will to live
no reason to survive
my wounds must be healed
afterlife is visible
take me away,my bright star
Take me away .......................................................

The Wanderer.....

In time..the bleeding wounds will heal..
Unlike some..which are too deep to see..

Like scars in a nomad's soul...

Their mending is so slow


Not the shout of a hundred enemies
Can make him feel fear inside him..
But when sun sets and the cold arrives
With crushing solitude in the darkness of night..
He will ride across land and time...
To find a way through this endless night!!!


There's a storm in his heart and the fire rages in his soul..
But the wanderer's part is to ride alone!!

With bare hands he has taken many lives
He has had a hundred women by his side....
From enchanted woods to the freezing north
He is known at every sea and far beyond.
As the moon grows and the circle is complete..
He lies down and waits for sleep....


But there's always a scenery in his mind...


Of all that beauty he has left behind!!